|Dodger being a poser <3|
sati(ate)dit's ironic,sati(ate)d by *PrussianPersephone
isn't it? the way
they say "hunger gnaws"
like the way our teeth
scrape against bones.
for all the
calories that are counted,
you still feel
empty. you aren't
you are digesting
nothing but air
and maybe your own guilt.
that's just the way
living is these
glass shards to
slice up your insides so
you can ignore
the other kind of pain your
stomach is feeling.
but when people ask
if you're doing okay you just
smile and nod even though
you can't help but
think "if honesty was
tangible, i'd eat it right
an acquired taste and
some days you'd
like to rip your
5 reasons to date a girl with an eating disorderi.5 reasons to date a girl with an eating disorder by *A-Lovely-Anxiety
her stomach hollows out sometimes,
but you never hear it cry out in the sort
of desperate plea that you think
her body ain't a kingdom and her heart sure
ain't an oasis, but she's got
the body of an hourglass (not that she knows how
to tell her own time.)
the bathroom door is always
locked when you get home, and she never fails
to keep her secrets just
as tucked away in her bosom as she does you
away from her misery.
she never lets you buy her clothes
because it seems that she never ever wears her
all they do is swallow her up in a pitied
attempt to kill her off.
besides, your pockets are heavier
when she doesn't weigh so much.
her voice is so soft now.
she never speaks--too afraid to start a war from
you like her better than your ex who
spit fire and brimstone at you, and never once would
shut up while you fucked
her into seeing white.
her daddy was always a rich man,
which is why she's got magazines of pretty girls--
to youI daydream often, more than the average teen who sits in class waiting as the time moves by as if it was stuck in molasses. Instead of thinking about how boring this class is and thinking about what im going to do after school, i think of you. I think of you, as if its the only thing on my mind, which to be honest... its true. I think about what it would be like to hold your hand, to touch your skin, to hug you forever and to call you mine. You make my life bright and wonderful. You make me smile when no one else can. Ever since i first talked to you, you have made my life worth living and something i look forward to. You have given me something that no one has been able to give to me in a very long time, which is happiness. When I talk to you, you make me feel so happy that i tend to blush and you make me speechless. When we arnt talking, you're always still on my mind and in my heart. When i miss you and cant talk to you, i write silly letters to you like this one. This may be crazy,to you by =VictoriWind